Strange fantasies

I have been masturbating since age 8. I am now 26 years old. The last year or so I have started getting off on things I never had before. The kinds of videos that I search on the internet when I want to get off are always lesbian porn. But I like to read erotic stories as I masturbate also. Those types of topics are always of: lesbian sisters, dogs eating women out, and of men eating out young girls. I am disgusted but also extremely turned on. I was exposed to porn at age 8 and masturbated ever since. That first video was of a threesome. A woman was laying down being eaten out by another women who was being penetrated by a man from behind.

OK - and who is telling you to be disgusted?

It sounds normal to me.

Hi JLG26,

I think a lot of men enjoy lesbian porn. (If it was only lesbians who watched it, there probably would be a lot less of it on the internet! )

I would stay away from any porn featuring "young girls" as it is likely to be illegal.

What are you disgusted at? The porn you are watching? Or yourself?

I am a female. I am disgusted by myself for watching and reading this type of thing.

Apart from the dog, I can relate to what you're saying. I agree that you should steer clear of written or visual pornography that involves minors, though I personally like the idea of being with an underage female. Play safe!

There's lots of straight women who like lesbian porn, and 3-ways... and a lot of lesbians who like it too.

I don't think it's disgusting, but if you do maybe thats why it turns you on?

either way get rid of the guilt - I think that kind of porn is pretty normal.