Nepiophilia

I find myself being very drawn to baby girls from newborns to around 3 years old. I have accepted this about myself years ago and to realize that I am not alone makes me happy to know that there are other people out there that also have an attraction to babies and toddlers. I first realized I was drawn to babies I was so freaked out because I couldn't understand how anyone could be this way and alone me but then I realized that this is who I am and I honestly don't feel like anything is wrong with it and if you don't act on it then you are fine. I also find myself very aroused when I am at the grocery store and pass by the diapers and see the small innocet babies on the packages of diapers.

HowardCL wrote:I find myself being very drawn to baby girls from newborns to around 3 years old. I have accepted this about myself years ago and to realize that I am not alone makes me happy to know that there are other people out there that also have an attraction to babies and toddlers. I first realized I was drawn to babies I was so freaked out because I couldn't understand how anyone could be this way and alone me but then I realized that this is who I am and I honestly don't feel like anything is wrong with it and if you don't act on it then you are fine. I also find myself very aroused when I am at the grocery store and pass by the diapers and see the small innocet babies on the packages of diapers.

Howard
what is it that draws you to babies, do you genuinely find them attractive or is it just the sexual aspect that interests you.

I find everything about them that draws me to them, there physical beauty as well as there innocence and I am also drawn to them sexually as well, the entire package

Thank you for your reply,just wondered because I don't understand much about nepiophilia X

You're not alone...I am into this as well...however, would never act upon it. It is more of a fantasy thing for me. I have chatted and masturbated with others about it, which is healthy to me since it isn't harming anyone.

This is a perplexing paraphilia. I can't understand it in the slightest. It's like being sexually aroused by a monkey fetus. That's what babies look like.

Why not be attracted to adults instead?

tyc wrote:Why not be attracted to adults instead?

There we go, problem solved. If only we'd thought of that. Tsk!

I honestly think it is a power thing. For instance, I have trouble with sex with my boyfriend unless I have complete control...him "sitting" on me does nothing for me because he is in control. If I put him on his stomach and have complete control I get much more into. It is the same thing here I think...you have power over them.

I am in the same boat. I do not plan to ever act on it, that would just be plain stupid and immoral. However, masturbating and fantasizing keeps the urges down. I have especially found it easier to deal with by using internet messengers and chatting with people with the same urges. It allows you to release everything you've been holding in safely

If they came up with a word for it, then you're not alone. I can see how nurturing an infant could cause some unusual reaction like sexual arrousal (mothers breastfeeding and becoming arroused say,) but going from that to actually wanting to have sex with one is baffling.

I have to remind myself daily. I'm not my twisted mind I'm my actions!