Zoophilia

Hi, I'm a psychologist and sexologist, though, this personally affects me.

I'm a zoophile.
A cynophile to be precise (lover of dogs).

It's beyond the question of attraction, it was just love for a single dog at first.
I slowly progressed into becoming sexually attracted towards dogs.

I've always been attracted, keen on giving affection to the dogs I like.
Though, I'm attracted more to sled dogs.

My partner is a Sibernian Husky.
He's male; I'm male.

I'm not insane or anything.
I just have a strong devotion of being passionate with my canine lover.

As long as he's in ecstasy, I am.
It's like we're emotionally attached.

Call me species blind, or confused.
I do often see myself, sometimes, as a female dog.

For a long while, I'd never dared explore my sexuality with him.
It was illegal where I was, anyway.

Due to a new job, after I left WHO, I went to the Netherlands.
I'm there now, I live here. Though, I try to keep my details secret.

After we ever much grew closer, our bond became very much spiritual.
It was beyond aesthetic attraction and romance.

I had zoosexuality already, even before I was sexually mature, I was highly zoosexual.
It was one cold night, when we were both keeping each other warm.

I was not at all sexually aroused that night.
He couldn't get much closer to me, we like to cuddle up to each other until we can't get any closer.

Feeling like he was apart of me, ever much affectionate, he kissed me, I mouthed him.
His spit was ok, seemingly gross at first, yet it made me feel ever much closer, and within me.

So I passionately french kissed him.
I'd never done this before, to no one, I didn't even know he'd realise what it was.

Then my zoosexual self realised the rest of his body.
I never before explored his body before, yet he seemed to enjoy gentle massaging and fondling.

This felt nice to me, knowing he was experiencing pleasure, I felt warm and tingly inside.
His fur tickling me lightly.

I soon got warm, I hugged him, surprisingly, I realised he enjoyed this.
It felt so natural, it didn't feel wrong.

I know we all may have heard of deviants raping and hurting animals, because they're 'easily coerced' for masturbatory purposes.
But I did not have that at all in mind, I'd never force nor harm him with or without sex, I love him.

The act didn't feel human, nor dog.
May be a mix between the two, may be completely different.

I am not virgin to human sexuality, either, I'm not desperate.
I'm 62 years of age currently.

Prior, I was not sexually active.
I was surrounded by 'plenty of fish', so it was not desperation, whatsoever.

He enjoyed me touching him gently.
I looked down and could see he was getting very horny.

He started to show his advanced to me, he, without going into great detail, 'let me'.
I'd not penetrated him, I turned around and let him have his way with him.

Hearing him groaning, made me realise he enjoyed it very much.
It was just the feeling of knowing he was in ecstasy, that made me happy enough to continue.

He was on top, but he has no problem now with my being on top, either.
Everyone calls me a rapist, mentally insane, even wish ill of me.

But for people like me, whom may have came hear, please understand 'you're not alone'.
You don't belong here, because you're not insane, and it has no consequences to both.

Love is not a crime.
Equality For All!

Feel free to clean up my post if too obscene.
I can't help my sexuality being repulsive for some.

Regards,
James

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