Reverse pedophilia

I don't really know what else to call this but I don't think that's the right term to use. I'm a 18-year-old girl and I find myself attracted to older men (30-50yo). I guess there's nothing wrong with that but I want them to think I'm underage (14-16). It's not really age play since they don't know I'm not really underage.

I've been chatting with older men on kik for quite a while now and pretending to be underage. I suppose I'm not doing anything illegal but I have lately started questioning why I do this... I have no idea why I'm attracted to older men.
I'm also attracted to preteen boys and boys my age so I'm not exclusively attracted to older men.

Is there a better name for this besides reverse pedophilia? Any idea why I do this?

I would love to tell you that it's autopedophilia but im pretty sure that reffers to ACTUAL pubecent and prebubecent individuals seeking the sexual attention of adults.

comando0110 wrote:I would love to tell you that it's autopedophilia but im pretty sure that reffers to ACTUAL pubecent and prebubecent individuals seeking the sexual attention of adults.

You've got it backwards. Autopedophiles imagine themselves as prepubescent individuals.

Hallonas would be classified as an autoephebophile. If that is even a word.

You've got it backwards. Autopedophiles imagine themselves as prepubescent individuals.

Hallonas would be classified as an autoephebophile. If that is even a word.[/quote]

you learn something new every day.

Hallonas, do you have any ideas as to why you want to draw the attention of older men?

I think there are many others like you, though probably not on this forum.

I have some theories, but wonder if you have insights into this yourself.
Care to share them?

Prairie gal wrote:Hallonas, do you have any ideas as to why you want to draw the attention of older men?

I think there are many others like you, though probably not on this forum.

I have some theories, but wonder if you have insights into this yourself.
Care to share them?

I have no idea. That's why I asked. I always just say that it's the age difference if somebody asks me but I don't really know. 20-30yo men were fine when I was 17 but now that I turned 18, it has to be over 30.
Please do share your theories. I'll tell you what I think about them.

Hallonas,
I am a 50 year old male attracted to teenage girls. I do not know why and I have not acted on my feelings. I can't begin to understand why I feel this way. In some ways it is a power trip but in my fantasies I only love the girls totally and live for them. It is a weird desire to be a Daddy, a Lover and a provider. To be all the girl will ever need.

What are your conversations like with the older men that you KIK with? Is it all sexual? Are there other aspects to these attractions? If so, what are those other aspects?

I can relate to this, even though I'm a 35 year old man. I used to use a loop from a 13 year old girl on omegle to talk to older men (older the better). I actually got very good at it and I'd be able to snare hundreds of men a week if I wanted to. I am in no way attracted to older men but I was weirdly excited by the ones who thought they were genuinely 'getting lucky' with a sexual and good looking young teen. It was also very noticeable that nearly all guys would want to talk to the girl, no matter what age/race/attractiveness of the guys. It makes me think that those who profess to hate 'paeodphiles' are probably attracted to teenage girls like those they claim to hate.

Did you chat chat with older guys when you actually were underage as well? I sometimes wish I was 12 or so again cos I would be at it all the time.

Autopedophilia sounds reasonable and good, to me.

I'm not into older men. All of the adults I'm attracted to, look like children. But I feel like I have a kind of autopedophilia, myself. It would be a dream come true for me to be able to look like a child. I'd spend all of my money on cosmetic surgeries to look like a child, and I wish they existed. There's a few, but not nearly enough.

I'm not sure why you feel this way. I don't enough about you. But maybe it has to do with the fact that society over-idealizes older men and over-idealizes younger women. That kind of idealization of older men could create a fetish for older men.

It could also be that you're attracted to the taboo nature of it, and that it feels exciting.

But I just don't know about you to even make a very good guess.