Testing oneself - paedophilia related

Have any of you wondered how you stack up compared with what might be considered 'normal', especially with regards to the following areas?

Empathy/ Emotions

Here, I am thinking of what would produce what might be considered a typical emotional response - perhaps tears. For myself, for example, it might be the following, although I don't know if this would be regarded as normal. I seem to be normal on the test below - 26 out of 36:

https://www.questionwritertracker.com/q ... K3TKB.html

The film Ben Hur - when his mother and sister recover from their leprosy - this usually evokes tears.
The film The Parent Trap (Lohan version) - when one girl first admits she is actually the sister - again more tears.

http://www.wired.com/2013/10/free-thinkers/ - the story of Paloma brought tears to my eyes reading this.

Reading a letter from a friend's wife telling me that he had died recently - a good school-friend who I hadn't seen for many years but should have - and again tears.

What tends to cause an emotional response for you, and have you noticed any changes?

Addictiveness

It's quite easy to get into a routine that eventually develops into an addiction. So, have any of you tested for this - for example, by halting any daily practices - visiting forums, or downloading any images (legal or illegal), and seeing how one responds?

Level of attraction

It is often said that those sexually attracted to children will not necessarily change their level of attraction. Is this the case with you, or do you anticipate that your attraction and/or behaviour might change in the future? Have you noticed any such changes in the past? For instance, do you tend to have the same response when seeing a young girl (or boy)? Has your reaction to this changed over the years?