Survey - early environment and paedophilia

Hi there,

Male

Early environment as a child
I have one older brother, but he was almost moved out by the time I was born, so I was effectively an only child.
My parents, in my opinion, were pretty strict, my mother much more so than my father. Because of my mom, my home was what I would deem "oppressively Christian."
My mom was emotionally abusive to me for most of my life (I have a much better relationship with her now, but I'm still dealing with the scars), and my dad was very passive / oblivious.
I was pretty resentful toward my mom (and my dad, to a lesser extent), and still struggle with that.
Sex outside of marriage was a bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad thing. My mom was very controlling of any exposure I had to sex or sexuality, covering my eyes in front of nudity etc. well into my teens, which was extremely embarrassing especially when others were around. Also did things that, in retrospect, seem really creepy, like reading to me from the Bible about "bewaring the seductress" when I was maybe 8 or 9 years old. She didn't mind showing me her own breasts on occasion, though...
I was a pretty passive/relaxed child. My impulse control was (eventually) pretty good but I think it was mostly because of my fear of my mom.

Friendships
I had a few very close friends, but not very many. I was bullied quite a bit.

Attractions
Exclusively attracted to females -- I am a non-exclusive pedophile, somewhat attracted to grown women but far more attracted to girls from about 2-3 to about 7-9.
During puberty I became attracted, as would expect, to grown women. It was probably late in college (20-22) that I began to experience feelings for younger girls, and maybe 2-3 years ago that I really began to acknowledge myself a pedophile (I'm almost 27 now).

Sexual experiences
No sexual experiences. I attribute this to a crippling fear of sexual activity instilled by my upbringing.

Other 'issues'
I do have some anger issues but they come and go, and I am generally able to keep my outbursts restricted to when I am alone; in worst case I am liable to severely damage objects -- only my own, like my phone or car stereo. I've been diagnosed with major depressive disorder, OCD, and probable bipolar.
Experienced a small handful of incidents with my mom here and there, both pre- and post- puberty, that I would consider traumatic, amidst the ongoing standard-issue emotional abuse (manipulation, bullying, intimidation, control, etc).

Anything else considered relevant, e.g.
My dad told me that he was molested by a pedophile when he was a kid. I can't tell that this has anything to do with my situation but I thought I'd throw it out there anyways.