I could use some help

I'm a non exclusive pedophile, and despite getting a lot of help at a 12 step sex addict group, I find myself fantasizing and staring at little girls more and more. I havn't masterbated to children in over a month, but it seems like that lack of relief is creating more stress in my life and I have no way of getting rid of it. I masterbate reguarly to "normal" porn", but that seems to be helping less and less lately. Does anyone have any suggestions? I can't go back into the crazed guilt state I was only weeks ago, it's too damaging to me.

Do masturbate to your fantasies - this is a pressure relief valve. There is even a release of hormones that will relax you afterwards. Consider your fantasies as mirror images of a deeper cause. You can clean or break the mirror, but only dealing with the deeper cause will help you.

You like little girls for a reason, find out which one. Are little girls attractive, because they respond to you emotionally? Do you get the same reaction from women?

From what i have read from MC Seto (2012), the therapies that reduced pedophile urges, were those that worked on relationship skills and deeper psychological issues. Some seek out little children due to a feeling of being powerless in normal relationships. You should talk about is with a therapist or a priest.

Good luck.

I agree, there's nothing wrong about having fantasies or masturbating to them since they are inherently not real.

It will use up your libido in a safe way.