Pedophilia short film

Hello everyone,

I am a female student, studying Arts far away from home. I am curious, lively, myself not a pedophile and have never known anyone who was open about being a pedophile. Forgive me that I don't know how careful I have to be with you, I try to be as respectful as I can, I consider myself very polite and understanding, so I hope I won't upset anyone with my post, if so please let me know.

I have, for a long time now, been thinking about making a short film about pedophilia and how it affects people. For me it is clear that many pedophiles are not offenders and are not willing to turn into one under any circumstances. I understand that no one can choose or change their sexual orientation and also that fantasies and desires do not make anyone a bad person. I know that pedophilia is a taboo topic to discuss for most and often viewed with a lot of negativity. I have been in a situation myself where I cried and screamed silently into my pillow because I couldn't talk to anyone about a problem I had and I'm quite sure it's the worst feeling I ever had. If we don't talk, there is no way anyone is getting help. I hope by making this film I might be able to change some people's views on pedophilia, enable a different understanding of it and hopefully make it easier for some to get help.

I would be very appreciative of every single one of you who would answer some of my questions or talk to me about anything related to the subject or project. I have already read some of your posts and it has helped me understand the situation a little better.
I have never done this before so as many in this forum seem to be very open I'm just going to post my questions here for you to copy and answer them in a post or private message (I read that's possible) and see what happens. I ask these questions to check the plausibility of a character and story that I have in mind. I will not under any circumstances use any user names or stories I've been told for my project. Please feel free to answer as many or few questions as informatively as you like, wish, feel comfortable, have the time for.

Here we go:

1. How would you describe your personality? Your best characteristics? Your worst habits?
2. What age or age group are you in?
3. Are you happy? Who are the people that mean the most to you?
4. How would you describe/name your sexuality? Is it simple/complicated? What age group/gender are you attracted to?
5. How do you feel about your sexuality?
6. Do you talk to anyone about your sexuality? How does that make you feel?
7. Have you had feelings of guilt, shame or other because of your sexuality? Do you think they are justified?
8. Has it lead to problems in your life? Family, friends, job, mental or physical illness or other?
9. When did you first have these urges/fantasies? Has it ever stopped?
10. How do you keep yourself from acting on them?
11. What makes you happy?

I am very grateful for any kind of information I can get, therefore thank you for reading all this