Did a form of human hatred get you to this point?

Not human hatred no. But there's a definite correlation with my stress levels and my desire to explore my less mainstream desires. Stress goes up, I engage in riskier behaviours. It took me a while to identify that, but now I can see it coming.

I am under 16, just. I am just drawn to little bodies. Imagine my thought process when a little girl approached me so willingly. I'm a pretty big person, most seem intimidated. She's just so sweet and accepting.

P0ppy wrote:dog eating a girl out

Reminds me of Shadbase's "Fallout 4: Animal Friend".

But all in all most of my "into weird crap" came from a general fetish, rather than hating others and switching to stranger stuff because of that. There have been days where I've been angry and watched more 'aggressive porn' as a result, but I think this is more to do with my mood state above anything else.

I can understand where you're coming from and why this would be the case however.

I am a Misanthropist... I don't hold anything against women or men in particular I just dislike and distrust almost everyone... even though I give them a chance, most of the time they're just pricks and I wonder why I even bothered.