How do you exclusives cope?

pw9090 wrote:I cope by sleeping with many 18/19 year olds, probably far too often. It's a quick release but no other options. Emotionally, there is nothing. I lead a double life (triple life?) and live one day at a time.

Well, I'd like to sleep with some 18/19 year olds too. They don't seem to dig me, though.

Papergirl wrote:Perhaps you all can explain something about "emotional attachment" and "developing a relationship". If your dream girl is 10 or 11, then she will only be your dream girl until she turns 12. So it seems that, even if laws are changed or if you move to a country where age of consent laws aren't enforced (like Micronesian countries), you would never "develop" a relationship that has any meaning at all, if your "emotional attachment" only lasts until she is no longer in your upper age limit. Where am I going wrong?

I never really thought about that, I guess because I never considered the possibility of a real relationship. I think the sexual attraction to me would fade at least to a certain degree. But the emotional attachment could still be strong. Think about adult relationships: The sparks fly aorund in the first months, the sex is new and great. At some point, routine sets in, the physical attraction fades, but ideally, you have a strong friendship and priorities, and what you expect from your partner, change. A relationship with a child could be the fast forward version of that, with the difference that you don't start with sex, instead have to wait a few years. So you have other things to look forward to.

For many many years I didn't cope and I paid for it but serving time in prison. Really wish that the beatings and rapes in prison ended my life because copeing now is really hard.

That's tough HowardCL, wish you the best of luck.

I feel really guilty for what I've done but I mean I continue with my life because I know that my past will not be repeated again and I live my life anyway but fantasies and desires are constantly there but I know for sure that I will never act on those desires again but being a pedophile will never go away and I've accepted that and I just live my life as best as I can without acting on those desires ever again.