What caused your paraphillia?

This isn't really going to help anyone but possibly be educating; We hear a lot about how the molested go on to be molesters which could be a number of things- Earlier sexualation, victim evolved to controller...whatever but I wasn't exposed early(whats normal?) to sex, my pedophilia and sadism came from a palace of hate called fantasy, being so depressive and surrounded by happy kids I taught myself to resent anything I didn't have, the sexual side of my imagined "revenge" was more towards humiliation and domination than attraction, the pedophilia came from being around younger girls in school, somehow I thought they too looked down on me or were repulsed by my "hideous" appearance, so no one was free from my imagined dominance and as time went on I woke up a relatively nice guy yet frequently wanting to devour and consume little girls.That's how my attractions came to be..how did yours?

I'd love to know the answer to that question.

I don't really know what caused it. Looking back, even my "origonal" had an affinity for "petite, flat-chested teens" , so I don't know if it was nature or nurture. Maybe it was both?

I honestly don't know. I think I just like being in control. And I like the honesty present in pain. But I don't really know that anything specific "caused" it.

As far as I can tell, puberty.