Teenaged Suicidal Pedophile

by **HoldenC** » Thu Jan 29, 2015 7:07 pm

It is hard not being able to talk to anybody about your feelings, and the fact you don't like what you're feeling every day of your life,without any hope for a change is even harder.But,from what I can tell, there is so much more to life that's enjoyable!There will likely always be an emotional void, yes, and you won't be able to fill that completely,but build around it, find friends,have fun with them, do the things you like, be happy in other places than your sexuality! I know I am in some ways happy, even though the way I feel sexually makes me often feel sad and incomplete.
@Darksoul This is a support forum.

mazeoflife wrote:A tad bit different lol. No. Being gay is a tad bit different. Don't downplay the pedophilia thing. I am one myself. I am 21 years old and I want a ######6 romantic partner. I want ######6 intimacy and sexual intimacy with someone. ###$ ###$ ###$!! I can't have it though because I am a pedophile and I want it with kids or young teens that are not my age. And I can't have that, so I might end up ######6 lonely the rest of my life. Shiit lol, sometimes I ######6 envy the kids who have cancer. A way to die without killing myself. I don't give much of a flying ###$ about what society thinks about pedophilia. What I care about is being alone and not having someone to be with and cuddle with that actually matters to me. I currently have a crush on someone who is maybe 15 at most. But what the ###$ can I do about it!?!?!? NOTHING!!!!

I feel your pain. I'm over 30 and my crushes are all under 10. I wish I could say something more positive than that you aren't alone, but that's all I've got.

by **prosojigoku** » Sat Jan 31, 2015 4:48 am

Having experienced POCD, I can understand how it feels to have something about yourself that you can't tell anyone about. I won't go into detail just how bad it could feel and why because that wouldn't help OP, but I've found that talking to pedophiles in a certain place helped me. I didn't even think it would, but I did. After going there less I realized I started feeling crappy again, but now I'm alright. The place doesn't share images of children anymore, so it's safe in that regard. PM me if you want directions on how to get to it.

by **theclouds** » Sat Jan 31, 2015 12:44 pm

Dark Soul wrote:*mod edit*

I read your post before it was deleted. I tend to agree with you. It might be worth reposting your observation in a way that will pass moderation because probably a lot of people could benefit from reading it.

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