Guess my sexual paraphilia(serious)*boy pedo trigger*

So I want to test the knowledge and diagnostical ability of the professionals of this board and I would like anyone to guess what paraphilias I currently have. The relevant info is below:


I was about age 5 or 6, I don 't remember specifically, when I started developing the habit of taking/stealing my mom's women's pads (hyigene pads) and I would then go into my room, and lock the door. Then, from what I can remember through visual memories, is putting a magazine of a woman underwear model on the ground and just laying the magazine open for me to see. Then I would grab a pillow on the ground and I would just lay on the ground in my underwear with the pad in my underwear as a normal woman would use it. I think I developed some sort of sexual pleasure from this and I became obsessed with using the pad, but I would only use it while I was alone, not outside my room. I remember I hid the pads in a jacket of a guitar case.

I also remember as a child of same age 5-6 I would masturbate but not like a regular man does it, instead I would sort of masturbate like a grown woman does it, by rubbing her hand over her groin and sliding and pressuring the hand forward and backwards. As a kid, now that I think of it, makes me feel like I was sexually deviant. WHat kind of kid gets obsessed with women's pads and then masturbates so often at the age of 5-7.

Also my father is a soft alcoholic and when he drinks he gets very abusive and I have had to push him away physically in recent times while in my late teens because he threatens my mom. So now I hate him and I want nothing to do with him once I move out.

Anyways here is my relevant info, based on this what conditions would you say I am likely to develop into my adulthood which I am now of age. Have fun!

There are no professionals on this board.

I DONT CARE if you are a professional r not, but I know for a fact the people here seem to know a bit more than the avergae, hence why I am posting this since you guys seem to have educated discussions on topics like this, well it seemt that this post was a failure and I will have to repost this topic under a different title

You should care, as nobody here can give professional thoughts even if we know a lot about paraphilias, but you asked for professionals.

Actually, I think this thread should be locked.

Damn ElKahn.... what are you the forum police? Stop being so damn nit-picky. I guess we can't have a little fun on these forums...

Anyways... autogynephilia?

From the information you've given, I would not induce that you have or are more likely to develop a paraphilia. Masturbation in children is normal, and in younger children one can't expect their experimentation to resemble the typical methods of adult masturbation. You stimulated yourself with something exclusively associated with women. I suspect we've all done similar things as children. I remember being fascinated with my mum's boots. I didn't hump them, but that's academic; they did produce some sort of excitement in me. In short, I wouldn't worry about being deviant.

Well, do you feel like your sexual desires are a problem? Is it something that you don't like?

mazeoflife wrote:Damn ElKahn.... what are you the forum police? Stop being so damn nit-picky. I guess we can't have a little fun on these forums...

Anyways... autogynephilia?

Well the OP asked for professionals. Just because I let him know that there are no professionals here but only "common people", he attacked. Not a good purpose.

This forum has become a bad place lately, that's all I'm thinking.

i think some people are taking the word "professional" too literal.

When i originally read the thread i assumed he just meant we're more knowledgeable than a normal person who doesn't have any paraphilias would be.

I've heard people use the word professional like that, and i've used it that way myself.

Dita wrote:i think some people are taking the word "professional" too literal.

When i originally read the thread i assumed he just meant we're more knowledgeable than a normal person who doesn't have any paraphilias would be.

I've heard people use the word professional like that, and i've used it that way myself.

If that's what the OP meant, then I take it all back