I'm Ted, and I live an ordinarily happy life. About two years ago (I was 13 or so at the time) I started noticing that I did not only take an interest in the kids in my age group, but also little girls from about 6 years up (after they get past 11 or so they seem kinda maturer and the fantasies seem less exhilarating). Until this point, I didn't see anything abnormal in my sexuality then, all I knew was that I was sexually interested in them also. I would never hurt a child, I know first hand how it feels to be molested and I would never want anyone to grow up that confused and disturbed. It makes me feel really bad that I have these feelings and I haven't had a problem coping with them until now. When I go around, I feel like I have a big weight on my chest, one that can only be lifted by acting on this 'urge' but at that point I would be an indecent person. I have no intention to touch a child, or even put those thoughts into their head. Is there anybody I can talk to about this? There are a lot of people saying that shrinks will turn you in, that the school have you arrested, etc. but I am not a particularly good secret keeper

Thanks for reading my concerns and I'm sorry if this post was a bit repetitive, I'm just really nervous :3