My desire to ###$ children is getting stronger everyday

and it has little to do with my pedophilia. I kind of want to to do it just to piss people off. So many people say pedophiles are monsters and can't control themselves, I just want to say "well, ok then."

Been there.

Hard to keep getting told you're a monster over and over again without eventually wanting to show them just what that would look like.

I mostly channel that impulse into elaborate assassination plots against prominent antis, since I believe any stress induced lashing out should target the assholes responsible for that stress in the first place.

Havoctoria wrote::lol:

wtf is this supposed to mean?

The title of the thread made me giggle. A lot. That's all. That said, I understand where you're coming from. Having to take blame for something you never did kind of eats away at any incentive to not do it.

Well it's ironic isn't it? Coming out with your sexual orientation gets you the same reaction as if you molested a child/acted out on your fantasies. Everybody withdraws from you, you lose your job, you lose your friends and maybe even your family. You'll be alienated from society for the rest of your life.

So I understand people that think to themselves: "Fu** it, it doesn't make a difference now anways.."

Thank you social stigma..


P.S: I highly recommend watching "The Hunt" and "Secret Life".

xfa wrote:Well it's ironic isn't it? Coming out with your sexual orientation gets you the same reaction as if you molested a child/acted out on your fantasies. Everybody withdraws from you, you lose your job, you lose your friends and maybe even your family. You'll be alienated from society for the rest of your life.

So I understand people that think to themselves: "Fu** it, it doesn't make a difference now anways.."

Yeah, I'm starting to wonder if there is any point in not raping children since everyone expects you to do it anyway.

322 wrote:and it has little to do with my pedophilia. I kind of want to to do it just to piss people off. So many people say pedophiles are monsters and can't control themselves, I just want to say "well, ok then."

I understand you and the feeling and my desire is pretty strong too.
But please, be stronger than these ignorant people. Hurting an innocent child's life is no fun and not a way to piss people off. You'd lose your freedom and ruin an innocent life over just a rebellion to society, think about that. What's the use of it all?

I think that if we really want people to accept us as regular people struggling with their own urges, and often heroes living their entire lives without touching a child, then we should not say or do things that would make people hate us even more, or confirm their sick ideas about us.
People are so sick they even write down or say how much they would torture a pedophile and say in great detail the things they'd do to him. They are the sick ones, not us.

But please, use common sense. Raping children is not certainly a way to solve things. It would destroy both your life and the life of the child.

ElKahn wrote:

322 wrote:I think that if we really want people to accept us as regular people struggling with their own urges, and often heroes living their entire lives without touching a child, then we should not say or do things that would make people hate us even more, or confirm their sick ideas about us.

They will never accept us. They will never see us as anything other than sub-human. Because they will always assume the worse. If you were on your death bed and confessed to being a pedophile, but never molested anyone, they wouldn't believe you. They would assume you had raped children your whole life.

ElKahn wrote:But please, use common sense. Raping children is not certainly a way to solve things. It would destroy both your life and the life of the child.

Don't worry, I think he was being sarcastic about it..hopefully.

322 wrote:They will never accept us. They will never see us as anything other than sub-human. Because they will always assume the worse. If you were on your death bed and confessed to being a pedophile, but never molested anyone, they wouldn't believe you. They would assume you had raped children your whole life.

You're right, but then make it your quest not to prove them right, but to prove them wrong.

Did you come out with it? You sound very agitated, has that been building up or did a key event just occur ?