Paraphilia since forever

Hello! I hope not being repetitive but as many here I'm looking for help! I have had a paraphilia towards FEET; literally as long as I can remember! since baby I stare at peoples feet and I would feel in heaven. I weird feeling difficult to describe. I'm often overwhelmed thinking that this is maybe the kind of thing that happens after you being molested... maybe I'm repressing something really wrong? I cannot certainly know.(regardless my feet thing I had a fairly normal childhood) the questioning about what happened to me is killing me from inside out. I wish I could see some others opinions in here and I'm hoping in not the only one. My paraphilia just became stronger and stronger with the time. it still growing everyday and I'm isolated because I cannot tell anyone. As far as concerns me, all that maters in the world is feet and that's all I want since baby. I'm aware how twisted I am and as many others I cannot stop hating myself for it. I'm so opposed to it that I declare myself ''asexual''

-- Sun Nov 10, 2013 10:21 pm --

I wish I could also get in touch with people like me if there is any

I feel like this is probably one of the most acceptable paraphilias/fetishes. In the fetish scene there are women who specialize in guys like that.

xoPinkerbelleox wrote:I feel like this is probably one of the most acceptable paraphilias/fetishes. In the fetish scene there are women who specialize in guys like that.

I don't like people. I need to see someone suffering or something...

Do you mean you're into foot-related suffering or do you just mean you don't give a hoot about the person attached to the feet?