I have a small penis and I've actually been laughed at many times in public restrooms and hospitals when other men have seen how tiny my penis is. Whenever I have glanced at other men's penises in public restrooms (although it is considered bad social etiquette to do this) I am amazed at how long and thick their penises are compared to mine, I feel so humiliated by their superiority to me in this area that it causes me to feel submissive homosexual feelings toward them. I think having a small penis has caused a lot of my intense gay tendencies that I never wanted to have. It has also played a role in my crossdressing, I put myself in women's clothes to punish myself for not being manly enough. I have emasculating fantasies that my penis shrinks and becomes smaller.
I can't figure out how this happened, I've seen all of the penises of my male relatives at one point or another and all of them have large adult sized thick penises while I have the penis of a kid!!!
