How I survived temptation by a 6 year old blonde (epic post)

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I don't think it's good for you to be around kids, and I say this as a bro.

CoolCreepyGuy wrote:I don't think it's good for you to be around kids, and I say this as a bro.

Kids are too big a deal for me to give up entirely. At most, I would consider not letting myself be alone with them. But kids, mostly little girls, are some of the few joys I have in my otherwise fairly miserable life. The real temptation is when you are alone with them. And some pedos are even good at handling that. I would love to be that way, somehow. But if I am not, then I would downgrade to being around kids only in the presence of other people.

I am pretty open-minded, and always re-evaluating. But if am really going to even stop letting myself end up alone with kids (and this rarely happens, as it is), I would still need more convincing than just a one sentence statement that I shouldn't. And I'm not angry or anything, but I'm also wondering why you didn't say that when you commented before, if you really think that?

UnluckyPaladin wrote:

CoolCreepyGuy wrote:I don't think it's good for you to be around kids, and I say this as a bro.

I am pretty open-minded, and always re-evaluating. But if am really going to even stop letting myself end up alone with kids (and this rarely happens, as it is), I would still need more convincing than just a one sentence statement that I shouldn't. And I'm not angry or anything, but I'm also wondering why you didn't say that when you commented before, if you really think that?

You are a pedophile, there is always you could f567 up. Even the possibility of that happening is too dangerous for the kid. I personally don't think it's a matter of self control but deluding yourself that it wouldn't hurt the kid.You even wondered what the harm was, no big deal. All it would take for you would be change your mind and a kids life would be ruined. I remember HowardCLs post about thinking he would never do it, but he did.THe most dangerous person is someone who doesn't even think he's dangerous. You could rationalize molesting a kid, probably thinking well it probably won't harm them.Its not really a matter of self-control for pedophiles, but self-awareness.ReVamp is a good example.He's aware of his desire, knows they're wrong and doesn't even spend time with kids. You always have to be on guard, maybe you haven't molested yet, but you could.

CoolCreepyGuy wrote:

UnluckyPaladin wrote:

CoolCreepyGuy wrote:I don't think it's good for you to be around kids, and I say this as a bro.

I am pretty open-minded, and always re-evaluating. But if am really going to even stop letting myself end up alone with kids (and this rarely happens, as it is), I would still need more convincing than just a one sentence statement that I shouldn't. And I'm not angry or anything, but I'm also wondering why you didn't say that when you commented before, if you really think that?

You are a pedophile, there is always you could f567 up. Even the possibility of that happening is too dangerous for the kid. I personally don't think it's a matter of self control but deluding yourself that it wouldn't hurt the kid.You even wondered what the harm was, no big deal. All it would take for you would be change your mind and a kids life would be ruined. I remember HowardCLs post about thinking he would never do it, but he did.THe most dangerous person is someone who doesn't even think he's dangerous. You could rationalize molesting a kid, probably thinking well it probably won't harm them.Its not really a matter of self-control for pedophiles, but self-awareness.ReVamp is a good example.He's aware of his desire, knows they're wrong and doesn't even spend time with kids. You always have to be on guard, maybe you haven't molested yet, but you could.

No I haven't molested anyone. That was actually as close of a call as I have had, this story in this thread. And in the real world, I only thought what it would feel like for a couple of seconds, then I removed myself from the situation, as I am supposed to. I may have exaggerated slightly to make the story more interesting.

I really just look at and obsess about and make a big deal about little girls, more than anything. As I posted about in other thread, I had the idea that maybe little girls could partly replace women. I seem to like them more than most guys. I have long been aware of the possibility from my online reading. I really love their aesthetics. But mostly it has been a failure, as you could probably tell from that thread "why I pratice legal pedophilia".

As I admitted in one of tab's threads, I really do have some feelings for little girls, but it is partly a thing for getting attention online, in a life otherwise lacking in it. I go into forums and try to be the most attention getting poster. Controversial topics are the best for this. I recognized Tabs right away as the same type of poster as me. Partly based on reality, but partly made up and exaggerated for attention, too. Sometimes I even make up whole stories. Semi-troll is what I call it. I've made a habbit of this for many years. Maybe I have some kind of psychiatric condition I should be discussing elsewhere on this site?

Little girls don't even really give me an erection. Adult women do. I do get some enjoyment from looking at their (legal) pictures. I think they are beautiful and underappreciated by society. Probably for fear of looking like a pedo. But I have to open a new tab and look at women, if I'm to actually get an erection and masturbate. This really may be more of an strange interest for me (and I do have other ones) than real pedophilia.

I love to read a lot about controversial stuff. And I do often become sympathetic to it in one degree or other, after so much reading and investigation. But people aren't going to trust either one of us with kids after what we have posted here. If they knew. It's not like men are trusted anyway, though.

UnluckyPaladin wrote:No I haven't molested anyone. That was actually as close of a call as I have had, this story in this thread. And in the real world, I only thought what it would feel like for a couple of seconds, then I removed myself from the situation, as I am supposed to. I may have exaggerated slightly to make the story more interesting.

I really just look at and obsess about and make a big deal about little girls, more than anything. As I posted about in other thread, I had the idea that maybe little girls could partly replace women. I seem to like them more than most guys. I have long been aware of the possibility from my online reading. I really love their aesthetics. But mostly it has been a failure, as you could probably tell from that thread "why I pratice legal pedophilia".

As I admitted in one of tab's threads, I really do have some feelings for little girls, but it is partly a thing for getting attention online, in a life otherwise lacking in it. I go into forums and try to be the most attention getting poster. Controversial topics are the best for this. I recognized Tabs right away as the same type of poster as me. Partly based on reality, but partly made up and exaggerated for attention, too. Sometimes I even make up whole stories. Semi-troll is what I call it. I've made a habbit of this for many years. Maybe I have some kind of psychiatric condition I should be discussing elsewhere on this site?

Little girls don't even really give me an erection. Adult women do. I do get some enjoyment from looking at their (legal) pictures. I think they are beautiful and underappreciated by society. Probably for fear of looking like a pedo. But I have to open a new tab and look at women, if I'm to actually get an erection and masturbate. This really may be more of an strange interest for me (and I do have other ones) than real pedophilia.

I love to read a lot about controversial stuff. And I do often become sympathetic to it in one degree or other, after so much reading and investigation. But people aren't going to trust either one of us with kids after what we have posted here. If they knew. It's not like men are trusted anyway, though.

This actually made me sad. You're not a pedophile yet you act like one just to get attention? You should stop doing this and maybe find a way to help others who are pedophiles.

Back to topic... For any pedophile who knows they won't be able to resist the temptation maybe just stay away from children unless you have other adults with you. Pedophilia isn't just sex. Just as there are straight men who won't rape every woman they see, there are pedophiles who won't rape every child they see. People don't understand that there's more to pedophilia then sex. If one is to have a sexual relationship with a child it will most likely be more then sex. The pedophile will most likely see the child as more then a sex toy, as a straight man would a woman. So if one does molest a child, the question to be asked is "Why?".

Nezumi wrote:I know how you feel!:( And I'm glad you did the right thing, eventhough it's sometimes one of the most painful things to have to do... And yeah, when they leave and never return. You're left knowing that they'll never remember you, despite that they'll haunt your memories for a life time. All we can do is treasure the moment's we're given, and stay legal. it's hard, but it's all we have.

-Nezumi

Better they haunt your memories than you haunt theirs.

ReVamp wrote:

UnluckyPaladin wrote:

ReVamp wrote:I don't you think you "survived" anything, you just did what any normal person should do. What you shouldn't have done was let her in the same bed as you when you have an attraction to her and poor self-control.

But I'm not a "normal" person, I'm a raging pedophile. By "survived" I mean I didn't touch her. If my self control was really poor, I would have touched her sexually.

A lot people here are pedophiles. You did have poor self-control. Had you not, then the thought of touching her wouldn't have crossed your mind. You seemed to have been struggling. You shouldn't have let a younger girl into the same bed. It's common sense to not molest children. I don't see it as praise-worthy.

It's not always that simple. He did get her to get up and leave the room and join the rest of the adults and whoever for dinner. As far as not thinking about it, c'mon.... its easier said than done. Though if he can avoid those thoughts, surely he should, but give the man credit. He did what he could to remove the thoughts as well from what he says .

You should not go near her again. You say it gives you meaning. But deep inside you keep on asking questions. Is this okay? Is this acceptable if she likes it? Can I get away with it? You keep on lusting at the sight of her praying for some intimate physical contact.

No. Look away. You'd be more at peace.