by SloughPond » Sat Aug 10, 2013 1:15 pm
I have sexual feelings for and fantasies about young girls, peri-pubescent, either side of the line, but to date I've not acted on these.
I have a personality disorder or two which means i don't get on too well with people, and I am certainly not drawn to the personalities of little girls much, nor the personalities of anyone much.
I lead a pretty quite life: walk my dog, ride my motorbike, catch snakes in summer (which is nearly on us here, where I live), have a wank every now and then looking at 3d anime incest porn, get to the cinema once in a while, study a bit of maths and physics and read a lot.
As for suicide, I don't see any moral barrier; and as for saying that you shouldn't do it because of the pain you would cause those left behind, this is total bulshit! It's your life, if you are in too much pain, suicide is (or at least, can be) a rational, final answer to life's sufferings.
But I wouldn't do it because of society's view of sexuality; nor would I do it out of fear of hurting someone else.
As I said, I've not done anything yet for which I could be imprisoned, but that is largely luck, and a function of my growing older and no longer feeling Eros' imperious call so loudly any more, which is a blessing i guess.
But I might have done stuff, had I had the opportunity; all things being equal, if that were the case, and I still had other reasons to live, I wouldn't do myself over it.
But like I say: no-one, baby, has the right to tell you not to do it and it is positively immoral to try to shame or guilt someone into not doing it.
My 2 bob's worth.
"So, Jim Jones was a bit of a nutter [...] but before he turned up, the workers there say [Jonestown] was a good place."
- Crystal_Richardson_
Dx: BPD with Narcissistic and Antisocial tendancies