Ever since I was an adolescent (Im 16 and a half now), I have had a foot fetish. Ever since I came into high school (and of course theyres a lot of hot / pretty females 9th-12th) I've vividly fantasized a lot about them and "doing stuff" with my fetish, and as I got older I fantasize more about it (especially since my fetish has never been fulfilled). But the disturbing thing is that sometimes, when I see a pretty pre-adolescent female I relate them to my foot fetish.
Unlike what I fantasize about my fetish with girls in my grade / older women (like 20- 30, who are very fit, have long legs, wear short shorts.are attractive and tall), Im not aroused by relating my foot fetish to pre-adolescents (like girls up to ages 12-13) and I frown and quickly brush the fantasies aside, but its the fact that I relate my fetish to pre-adolescents that worries me. I also feel weird/awkward hanging around pre-adolescents, for a reason that I cannot figure out why.
Also I remember browsing 4chan and seeing this image:
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and the fact that she was sitting like that with a small skirt and her legs wide open aroused me a little, but again considering she is very young I became very worried.
On the other side, when I go for my long runs on the streets and I see children playing I never find myself being aroused by their presence / having sexual fantasies (besides the foot fetish fantasy that never arouse me but disturb me nonethless) about them that genuinely arouse me: usually, I look at them for 1-2 seconds and they disappear from my thought process and eyesight.