Feeling like a bloody leper

Thanks, Cloud.

I am now getting odd phone calls from people who never usually ring me for anything. There's nothing hostile in them, and they're not really saying much. It's like they're checking to see if I'm still human or something.

I don't like it, and I can feel my ears burning.

We are more human then they would ever be. We've moved beyond judging for being different
when they can't. We're all here for you Graveyard wishing you the best of luck.

Cheers, Cloud. That's nice to know.

I'm doing okay. Much better than when I started this thread anyway.

What we should all remember when people judge our paraphilia, is that the majority of people do not have a clue what they're judging. They're judging something in their imagination.

Now, I've taken things very personally, because I feel I have a right to be judged more fairly by people who have known me for a long time. Necrophilia is a relatively small part of who and what I am. These people know so much more about me, yet they've decided that I must be defined by one unusual thing.

That's what pisses me off.

Maybe this can still blow over. I'll see how work goes over the next few days. It'll probably always be an elephant in the room from now on though.

That's the Spirit!
They've known us as people we are then they hear one tiny thing and they say that's all you are and will ever be so i see why it pisses you off, hell i know people who eats pancakes with ketchup but I'm not going around calling them a freak i know people who drink and wasted their life while I'm going to school and getting a degree from college. We are no different then them we are not monsters. Don't let the world run you around this is our one and ONLY life and i would not stand for a second to be ridiculed and shunned upon because I'm "different". We could be on top of the world but once they hear you've got an "issue" or a "disorder" we would drop down to rock bottom.

So hang in there, and keep us posted I'll take the elephant for a walk if you'd like

-Cloud

Hey! I like a bit ketchup with my pancakes!

AH HE'S DIFFERENT! HURRY EVERYONE IN THE MEDIA TREAT HIM LIKE CRAP AND MAKE HIM FEEL LIKE A MAD EVIL MONSTER MAN!

-Cloud

Hmmm, I will have to try ketchup with my next generic-bisquick-compsed-corbohydrate-product in the future.
I havent had a large amount of problems with my paraphilia recently, but this judjing thing is why I basically stopped telling people about my other diagnosis. They are arbitrary, artificial lables that have no bearing on my image of myself or my life. People take it too seriously.

Exactly, This is what they would see us as when they hear about our Paraphilias

Or maybe this:

Good one at least we all have each-other

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