Underage girls turn me on

I have a problem, as the title says "Underage girls turn me on".

I have been trying to deal with this by avoiding trying to find pictures on the net. I managed to hold it off since autumn 2012, but caught myself looking at pictures of a non-nude 13 year old. There is also easy to find illegal pictures online.

I want to be anonymous and don't want to talk to someone IRL. I just want to talk here. I'm sorry for all of this. You don't need to like me, you can hate me, just tell me if there is anything I can do for myself, a "home remedy", on how to chance this behaviour. You might say: "buy a book", or "go talk to a professional", but I think I can manage this alone with support from someone on the net. I'd be honored if you on this forum could give me advice.

Just ask if you want to know anything else.

Nobody here's going to hate you, AnonymousBad.

There are plenty of people here who are going through the exact same thing as you. You're not alone.

Welcome to the forum, and I hope you find us supportive. and helpful!

Welcome! Can't really say I hate you as I don't know you. You want to get help and are dealing with some pretty tough issues, I actually admire your strength, and the courage you have for speaking of your problem at all. It's scary. I don't know what I would do if I was in your shoes. Though others on here are dealing with this same issue, and I can't relate to it, I can still empathize. It's painful.