Help! I need answers.

Ive suspected that I had an anxiety since I was pregnant. I just noticed I would get really freaked about things i really couldnt control. Eventually I started noticing chronic chest pains. I started working tge third shift by myself this past December. Pretty soon afterwards I started really losing control of my fears. So much so that it was really interferring with my job. The most frusturating part is that I KNEW the fears I was having were completely irrational. But no matter how hard I tried to remind myself of this I just couldnt shake these fears. I got to the point where every night I was having extreme episodes of fear so bad to the point were I had to leave the building. I somehow felt I had to escape the situation but since it was were i work and I was the only one there i couldnt leave so instead i would sit ib the checkstand all night and just didnt do my assigned tasks. When I described what I was experiencing to my husvand he told me it sounded like I was having panic attacks. But neither one of us know anything abput that so we couldnt.really say for sure. Anyways about a week ago I episode I jad just got so bad I couldnt take it anynore not caring about the consequences I left my job that night I felt like I hust had to escape or something or someone was going to kill me. I was fortunate enough ti find another job very quickly i actually started today. I have not had any episodes since my last night at my previous job but Im worried something else.will start to trigger these episodes. I wanted to see what others thought. Does it
sound like I might suffer from something and if so how do I go about getting help
. Please help I dont want this to effect my life anymore. Plus im really worried i could lose my daughter. Losing her would be the absolute worst thing that could happen to me so any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you

Hi, skyegann! You could go to your regular doctor and tell them about this and ask them to send you to a psych. There might be medication and therapy that can help, be sure to tell your professionals everything.
You're not going to lose your daughter, you're going to get through this.