by bloodred1889 » Sun Aug 23, 2009 1:49 am
I have FIbromyalgia too... im 21.
i have had this hidden condition since i was 14, it took that long to get diegnosed, i went throug, seeing cyropractors, many exams, loads of doctors saying we dont know whats wrong, or, your jjst trying to get drugs, or its all in your head.
I hated doctors, and i DID go home every night and think, is it all me? if i forget and exercise it will be fine?
NO. living with pain is arfull, expecially when no one belives you, you need pain killers, so to the doctors they see DRUG SEEKING BEHAVIOR. but its not, its pain, it dpsnt matter that im young and i apparentrly cant have anything, im too young...
well i ended up finally getting a diegnosis, and i found a doctor who is a good doctor, but the pain still comes, the fatigue still kicks in, and the other issues i have make it even worse.
sometimes i look up into the sky and i say... you have a narcassistic personality.
(not that i am a christian or anything)
Unfortrunatly alot of doctors are bad and dont belive in this condition, hopfully soon they will come to learn... or quit there jobs!
The tears that trickle down at one time, are as unmeaning as the loud laugh which succeeds them