Rosalina's Journal

Ok, thanks.

Hugs,

Katrina.

Hi,

I'm really sorry about the lady thing I posted to who ever it was who thought it was inappropriate.

I'm really embarrassed I didn't think at all before posting it, I won't talk about cutting again.

Sorry again

So I have had an eventful day today. But the one thing that has really upset me is something my sister said. She asked me why I e never had a boyfriend, this really upsets me because what ami supposed to say. Well it's because no one wants me! She's 13 and the way she asked was like omg you've never had a boyfriend hahaha so I'm not feeling to great.

On the bright side I've just had my hair done and m slightly drunk.

Katrina x

So today is my birthday, and yet I'm still being shouted at! All I wanted to do was open my cards and presents, but no I had to be shouted at and made to feel like crap. So I'm now in my bedroom, alone without my presents and all I want to do is SH.

Katrina.

Katrina i hope your day does improve ..... i really hope you are made to feel as special as you are and that you manage to keep yourself safe. Instead of hurting yourself why not give yourself a treat instead ..... Wishing you a very very happy birthday

Wishing you a very happy birthday Katrina. You are special and you matter and please use today to treat yourself not harm yourself.

Many hugs

Cracked

Thanks Cracked.

I'm just laying in my bed and I can stop crying. I've been thinking about my dog and I miss her so much, there's no pain that compares to how I feel right now! I've lost other pets but it doesn't bother me. I just want her back, I wish I had made her last few years better for her. I still feel so guilty for putting her to sleep. But she was so poorly, I should have told the vet to try and help her but i didn't and now she's gone. It will be a year in march, 1 whole year with out her

I dont ever want to love anything or one again and I don't understand why someone would! They pain that will come from it is to much. I don't want to become attached to something I'm one day going to lose. I'm so afraid that my rabbit is going to die, I don't know If I could take it again.

Yesterday I found out that my uncle died. He was my great uncle my granddads brother, my grandad died a few years ago and the funeral will probably be hard for me.

Sometimes life is just so sh!t.

Hugs Katrina

I am so sorry you are feeling bad hon. Do you have any pics of your dog you can look at to remind you of the good times. Or cuddle your bunny.

Huge hugs

Cracked

Thanks Cracked. Yeah I have photos they make me feel worse I have had my baby out today and we've had loads of fun I finally managed to do her nails, I discovered if you shine a torch on the nails you can see the quick better, so i managed to get a little off. She's just so cute, I love her so much. I went to the pet shop today to get her some new toys and I saw this bunny called poppy, someone didn't want her it was so sad! I wish I could take her.

Have you ever thought about getting a new bunny Cracked? I would get it if you didn't want another one, I dont think I could get amother dog

Katrina x

Hugs Katrina. I feel the same way about my gerbils and our dog. But they've got good lives, however annoying they happen to be. I'm sure you take wonderful care of your pets. I'd have a bunny myself if Dad wasn't allergic and have bad asthma.

Mind you, my sister looks after a horse so that's something. I can't do that, hay makes my eyes itch.
Hope you feel better soon.
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