failedatlife's Journal (Replies Welcome)

Still no answer from my manager regarding the movement to another team or project and I fear the answer will be negative and I will stay unemployed for the rest of my life and that will happen despite that I write about it here.

I am starting to feel like I will receive a negative answer tomorrow and I will be unemployed for the rest of my life and that will happen despite that I write about it here.

I was running behind schedule on a couple of assignments and I am afraid this will influence a negative answer tomorrow or on Friday and also I am afraid that if I sign my termination agreement it will be irrevocable even if I got a positive answer and if I ignore it it will lead to a negative answer and complications and that all that would happen despite that I write about it here.

I fear that today or tomorrow I will receive a negative response about changing team or project and I also fear if O sign the termination agreement it will be irrevocable and if I don't it will complicate the termination and I will remain unemployed for the rest of my life in all cases and that will happen despite that I write about it here.

I am about to ask my manager if there is a response and I am afraid it will be no response or negative and if I sign the termination agreement now it will be irrevocable and if I ignore it it will lead to complications and I will be unemployed for the rest of my life and that will happen despite that I write about it here.

I just signed the termination agreement and I feel like I have made a huge mistake and will be unemployed for the rest of my life and that will happen despite that I write about it here.

I fear that tomorrow will be the last day of work in my life and that my former company which I applied one more time 2 weeks ago will ignore and I will be unemployed for the rest of my life and that will happen despite that I write about it here.

Today is my last day of work and I am afraid it will be the last day of work in my life and that will happen despite that I write about it here.