OhItsThatGuyAgain - Journal (replies welcome)

Thought-forms woke me up several times throughout the night with nightmares and resumed with their usual bait-and-switch tantrums each and every time that I woke up. Most (if not all) of my dreams over these past few weeks would appear to have been nightmares. A relatively new type of nightmare would appear to have been some sort of an attempted "wet" nightmare. They would now seem to be attempting to induce nightmares in which I am orally irrumating naked little boys. They seem to have timed this in a certain way right when one of the staff members of the PsychForums informed me that this thread and my account will be closed soon based off of what I've told them through private messages. Unfortunately, the sexual portions of these hallucinations have been the "easiest" for me to describe due to their primarily visual nature. It gets a lot more difficult as many of the worst hallucinations get very abstract to the extent that I'm not sure if there are any words to describe some of the worst; in fact, I fear that this is intentional on the thought-forms' part (thought-forms regularly accuse me of lying, and to a certain extent I can tell that many people seem to believe this to be the case--and there's really not much that I can do about that).