Polaris2043's Journal (No Replies)

when I got to the part about adults disparaging the experiences of children or not seeing ^1 their experiences as valid..the resentment comes how aggravating it is how it's undeniably a transformative/developmental phase everyone choicelessly has to go through unlike say participating in certain lines of work or gendered identity in spite of what others might say, yet there is no ceasing to the judgement given to one of the very few phases where there is such an authentic potentiality for freedom

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..the idiocy of the conjoined paradoxes of existential hedonism and apathetic self-deception..

" " of the toxic internal categorisms that, that is nihilism or vice-versa whilst persons in the distant past like Nagarjuna or Lao-tzu understood it's reality/pulled it off, and apparently more responsibly than most ppl at that.


every desireless ignorant who ever bullied me..=_= and the jacka-- from dishingwashing phase. *One* fool only, thankfully.

^1 it's one reason I'm so deeply skeptical about various 'rites of passage' practised in various cultures, not only b/c not uncommonly it'd be something more espoused (at least festively or overtly) for males

Like scuba divers who can't surface up to quick or soon b/c of how the respiratory system has to adjust b/c of the way air circulates in the body, water pressure or what have you -- I need to change how I make a presence on this site.

'Stage 3' is coming to my part of Ontario -- work again.

As meta- as this might seem, for whatever moderator might be reading this consider this a justification for making a 2nd journal and closing this one ;I

End of 'volume I'
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEBflna51NI

Closed by request and a new journal started:

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