An Android Trying To Regain His Humanity (replies welcome)

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What a detailed, and interesting story.

In sharing, something like your post seems more like journaling- you may find our blog section to be more suited for that, rather than open forums.

Also be advised we're a peer-support forum; as such, Mr/Ms Psychologist might be reading, but they can't respond in a professional capacity whatever.

kungfujedimaster95 wrote:how do I get the light of knowledge that would tell me who I am to know what do I want and when do I take the step and where do I need to go and why am I doing this and which way is the best and how do I get the best out of myself and know that I am doing the right thing?

You wing it like the rest of us. You do what you think is right and best based on your gut and your experience. It gets easier as you get older.

What do you do? What do you say? What do you think about? How do you react to the world around you? That's who you are.

The kind of light you describe exists only in hindsight. Sometimes it's called regret, so tread carefully.

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For those who might have browsed or skimmed through this thread should know that the rest of the story is going to be in my journal or blog as advised to me by my moderator. I would post a link to it as well if it won't be objectionable.

kungfujedimaster95,
Yes, it's fine to post a link to this post.

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Threads have been merged into a journal topic....