weepingwillow's journal (replies welcome)

Hi,

Thank you.
I can't say here (it's about someone else) but I''ll send you a pm.

((Big Hugs)) to you.

Huge hugs honey

I have replied

Cracked

Im so excited! Im moving in a few days! I cant wait!

It almost didnt happen. There has been a lot of problems with everything lately and everything just kept going wrong and i was so close to saying fcuk it, im not moving but my family have been amazing and now hopefully its all going in the right direction.

All my packing is done except for some of my clothes and i need to dismantle the wardrobes/beds etc.
I discovered i have at least one mouse in my house. Im not that bothered as long as it stays away from me.

My dog is staying with a friend while i move. my house seems so quiet without him. I will be so glad to get him and esp my daughter home

Im treating this move as a fresh start. Hopefully with more support around me and the treatment things will be much better soon

Im hopefull

weepingwillow wrote:Im so excited! Im moving in a few days! I cant wait!

It almost didnt happen. There has been a lot of problems with everything lately and everything just kept going wrong and i was so close to saying fcuk it, im not moving but my family have been amazing and now hopefully its all going in the right direction.

All my packing is done except for some of my clothes and i need to dismantle the wardrobes/beds etc.
I discovered i have at least one mouse in my house. Im not that bothered as long as it stays away from me.

My dog is staying with a friend while i move. my house seems so quiet without him. I will be so glad to get him and esp my daughter home

Im treating this move as a fresh start. Hopefully with more support around me and the treatment things will be much better soon

Im hopefull

Huge hugs Willow

That all sounds awesome I am so pleased for you. It will be a fresh start and I really hope that it all goes well for you - please keep us posted. I also hope with everything that things improve for you soon as well. I am thinking of you and sending you many many hugs

Cracked

Hey,

How are you?

Thank you Im moving tomorrow! Im going to have to cancel one of my appts but it should be ok.
I cant wait to get settled so i can relax - im exhausted. It will be worth it tho.

((Big Hugs))

weepingwillow wrote:Hey,

How are you?

Thank you Im moving tomorrow! Im going to have to cancel one of my appts but it should be ok.
I cant wait to get settled so i can relax - im exhausted. It will be worth it tho.

((Big Hugs))

Wow about moving in! I hope that things go smoothly and that it really helps you to have the change. Let us know how you go. Thinking of you

Huge hugs

Cracked

Im all moved and almost everything is sorted Im completely exhausted!
I dont have much access to wifi atm so may be a bit quiet for a few days, i'll get on when i can tho.

Im waiting to hear from my therapist about my meds, she was going to speak to the doctor and see if i can change to something else.
Im not starting CBT for another couple of weeks. She is off for a while.

All's good atm

weepingwillow wrote:Im all moved and almost everything is sorted Im completely exhausted!
I dont have much access to wifi atm so may be a bit quiet for a few days, i'll get on when i can tho.

Im waiting to hear from my therapist about my meds, she was going to speak to the doctor and see if i can change to something else.
Im not starting CBT for another couple of weeks. She is off for a while.

All's good atm

Yay on the move Hope that you get your wifi soon. I also hope that your therapist gets back to you soon about meds. how are you feeling about CBT?

HUge hugs

Cracked

Hey,

Thank you i already feel like ive lived here for years! I love it!
Broadband is being installed next week. I cant wait! Im not used to not having it now! Lol

I still have a few bits to do but im in agony so im taking my time with the rest. I had to lie to my family today just to get some time to myself. I do appreciate all their help but i need time on my own too.

I havent heard from my therapist yet. Im still not sure about the CBT but im willing to really try. She said tho if the SH gets any worse then the CBT will have to wait for a while so hopefully it wont.
Im not seeing anyone for a few weeks and not sure how i'll be, dont always do well when i dont see anyone for a while. I do have my sisters and friends tho, hopefully it will be different this time.

Im going to have a bath and get an early night tonight and im determined to lie in tomorrow!

How have you been?

((Big Hugs))

Huge hugs hon

weepingwillow wrote:Thank you i already feel like ive lived here for years! I love it!
Broadband is being installed next week. I cant wait! Im not used to not having it now! Lol

Yay re feeling at home And it sounds like broadband needs to find you soon

weepingwillow wrote:I still have a few bits to do but im in agony so im taking my time with the rest. I had to lie to my family today just to get some time to myself. I do appreciate all their help but i need time on my own too.

Hope you are OK hon

weepingwillow wrote:I havent heard from my therapist yet. Im still not sure about the CBT but im willing to really try. She said tho if the SH gets any worse then the CBT will have to wait for a while so hopefully it wont.
Im not seeing anyone for a few weeks and not sure how i'll be, dont always do well when i dont see anyone for a while. I do have my sisters and friends tho, hopefully it will be different this time.

I really hope the SH does not escalate and that CBT helps you - fingers and toes crossed. I hope the next few weeks go OK - let me know if I can help

weepingwillow wrote:Im going to have a bath and get an early night tonight and im determined to lie in tomorrow!

I hope you have a lovely lie in

weepingwillow wrote:How have you been?

Hehe - complicated as per usual!

HUge hugs to you

Cracked