Question + i found a cure ?

Ok, i have been gone for a long tipe now.

I've been busy.
First off;
I have POCD and i had a strange dream reacently.
Dream:
I was having sex with a girl and after i had sex with her she said she was 8y Old.
Yet, she had the body of my GF (her face i cannot remember).
My GF is 16 and i'm 17.
This makes no sense to me at all....
Someone any opinions?

My 'cure' ;

Ok i found something that makes my mind shut up, let me relax and sleep good again.
Makes me enjoy life again.
And i would like to share it with all of you....but.....the thing is.....it's illigal....
The thing i do to make my mind shut up is soke weed ( marihuana,ganja,cannabis)
It helps for me, i do not recommend it to others, i'll experiment with it further to see if it keeps working this way and i'll post it here.
Ps: other drugs as XTC, speed, cocaine,.....make it WORSE so don't even think about touching it!

Mikey

I seriously doubt this thread will stay up long, put I have to say I agree with you. Marijuana almost completely eliminated my anxiety. I had absolutely no anxiety, panic attacks, thoughts of self harm or suicide or unwanted thoughts with it.

EDIT: Actually, I did have the rare unwanted thought, but I had no anxiety about them and just let them pass.