help me please!

help me someone please I can't go on tihnking like this

Whats so bad about being gay ?
I know it is scary , i obsessed about if i was gay or not aswell.
But now i fail to say why it is so bad ?

If you realy are gay then eventually you will be happy to be with another man, it will make you bith happy then.
Your life would just go on, and even get better.
Your family and friend wouldnt treat you any different, i know that they love you no matter what.
Gay people are more accepted in society then ever before.
Most people see gay people as kind and friendly people.

So short: you would have someone who you love and wich loves you aswell, nobody would treat you different (unless ir arent real friends and if they arent real friends then you shouldnt want them as friends either) , you would be able to stop worrying and obsessing over this the whole time.
And you would be able to enjoy your life again.

I cant see why people are so afraid of being gay.
I know i have had that fear, but now i wouldnt care.

So your obsession could be worse, it could be POCD and you could be thinking your a pedophile.
And how do you look at that from te bright side ? It could be worse ? I wonder how.
Or you could have harm OCD , and think that you want to kill the people you love and feel the need to do that while you dont want to, how do you look at the bright side of that ?
Or thinking you have a serious disease such as cancer and thinking you will die. How do you look at the bright side of that ?

I have POCD, my mind is bombing me with nukes of intrusive images and thoughts.
I cant even think of me sitting in the classroom without an intrusive thought coming in my mind.
I cant sleep one night without having these freaking dreams, i cant enjoy anything anymore, i can barely laugh, i cant concentrate, i feel like crying whole day long dat after day, i am smoking so that i would get longcancer and die.
My parents are driving me crazy.
Doing things with friends as distraction ? I dont have any friends.
Searching for a GF ? I lost my complete intrest.
What do i want ? Nothing, i just want my mind to stop working or to be dead.

So i dont know how you feel but i think it could be alot worse and that you easily beat this.

Yes i know what you are going to ask,
NO i never said that you are gay!
NO i never said that you are straight!
NO i never said that you are bi!
I just told you that there are things that are alot worse then being gay.


Ps: i did not try to insult anyone on this forum.

I DO NOT WANT TO BE GAY ID RATHER BE DEAD, | would much rather rhink I was a paedo for christs sake!

I would be happy to become gay if it would end my current obsession.

You'd rather be dead ?
Ok then explain me why! What is it what makes it so...disgusting or bad to you?
And i dont accept "i just dont want to be gay" or "its just not me" or " i dont want that lifestyle" or anything alike as an answer.

Ok, now im intrested.

I don't think you can compare the themes dude.. Id much rather have any other form of OCD than Hocd but that is our fear. We don't want to be that way. Nor give up woman. It doesn't matter the theme one form isnt worse than the other.

At least the thoughts in your head are legal.
You cant help it , i cant help it. I dont want these thought, you dont want them.
But you can go to a therapist and only have to worrh about ond thing "what if she tells me it isnt OCD"
In my case, if she says that i will have some more problems.

Also going to your parent "hey i have a gay obsession can i get a therapist" islt that bad.
Now imagine going to your parents "hey i have a pedophillia obsession " , see the diference ?

These though you have, and wich you want a legal.
These thoughts wich i have and wich i certai ly dont want to have are illigal.

As i said, i've had HOCD aswell. And the way i feel now....it looks like HOCD was just a warming-up for this.

Hi everyone I think it's a good idea to go on YouTube and type in "dr Steven Phillipson conference on pure o" this guy is a genius and he is a specialist in "pure obsessional OCD" and talks about the illness in depth helping you to better understand your broken thought process and how it works.... It helped me immensely!!

my chuffing mother doesn't listen to me anyway, I would much rather be on POCD or harm OCD than this because I can shake those of, I did with POCD once, I hate this whateverf it is. It's making me unbeleieve all the things I've believed for the past 16 years :@

-- Mon Nov 14, 2011 7:30 am --

my chuffing mother doesn't listen to me anyway, I would much rather be on POCD or harm OCD than this because I can shake those of, I did with POCD once, I hate this whateverf it is. It's making me unbeleieve all the things I've believed for the past 16 years :@