please help?

I cna't go living on like this, acceptance is just not working, I can't come to the terms of the possibility I might be gay when I've fought against it for 7 months, every time a chuffing guy walks down the street (even before I see him) or on the TV or in my head my mind says he's going to be attractive, when I obviously don't think this (false attraction) I hate this it's controlling my life. I aren't gay, never will be, this doubt is seriously annoying me now, I feel depressed

it's just icnredibly hard but thanks a lot anyway I will try

so what do I say to the thoughts when they re-appear?

ok I will try to keep accepting them

and, does it work a little?

not at all

I have read that before, it's quite hard to to understand, your lucky then arent you

There are no weak people on this forum. Only people in various stages of recovery.
Please keep that in mind, icanbeathis, and be more careful with your words.

Evol

I wish I could beat this

there is one thing that always spikes me throughout the day