Does this sound like OCD
Hey I went to a Gp doctor she diagnosed me with our OCD
I've never been attracted to guys when I was young only females
I had 3 girlfriends which I loved at the time I lost my virginity to one of them and my last one which I had sex a lot with when I get these thoughts I get panicky and start worrying about all day and I get dizzy and when I picture gay stuff I do a sound like I'm sick it's not gagging it all started me and my mates and I was fairly drunk and I had a thought about my mate it wasn't like sex thought IT was a thought of a kiss on the check but after I thought it I panicked thinking why would I think that started to worry and think about everyday trying to figure it out then I thought what if I'm gay and I asked my mum what if I'm gay she said it would be alright I'd still love u but she said your not you would of noticed it and found out when you were young so I asked my sister she said the same so I went to a Gp she said anxiety and gave me antidepressants and then upped it in a month then I did some research it sounded like OCD looking at naked pictures of guys to see if I get erect I didn't then I started looking at guys crotches to see if I get aroused then when I will be talking to him I'll be like why am I looking at him and I'd look away Then I went back to the dr and told her everything she said OCD and gave me better drugs to handle everything I go good some days not thinking about then I get a thought and panick about it and it ruins my day coz its all I think about I have good days and then I wake up and have a **** day and back to square 1 all over again back to thinking about it and tryin to explain it going black to remembering my past sometimes I know it's OCD sometimes I don't I don't have enuff money for therapy tell me what u think
My heads gone from thinking I'm gay to thinking I want to be gay to thinking I'm bi but when I think about if I'm gay or bi I get a hot flash start sweating burning ears heart rate but when I think of gay sex and $#%^ I dry heave cough kinda thing I' threw up actually 1 time and other times have sore throat only evidence that I could be is these things is these thoughts no signs as a child growing up or nothing just since I over worried about a gay thought and over reacted