jesus, it's terrible!

me too, just wish i could

Let her read a few articles about HOCD, they are easy to find on the internet and then she will have a better view of what ur going through.

But you probebly already read ten articles about it , because OCD contains obsession.

yeah haha, I just haven't got the 'balls' as it were

Callum, I admire your courage for telling your mom about it. I'd never do that.

Anyway, with me, my HOCD is like an on/off switch. Sometimes during the day, it switches on, and I'm getting all anxious and worrying and the repetitive thoughts etc. Then when it's switched off, I'm my normal self, and can happily enjoy girls.

It's a pain, but yeah. I know I have other obsessions, a big one with me is when someone gets sick and I am terrible. I will lock myself in the room, only come out with a face mask, wash my hands about 20 times, make sure I don't touch my face or anything. Haha, it's pretty bad.

mine too, when people are ill I like try and get away from them, not fraternise as much haha

HELP!! I just looked on the internet at shemales (cos i was curious don't ask why) and just got an erection and masturbated and within 5 minutes ejaculated, now I hadn't had masturbated since tuesday last week so it mgiht be that, I just don't get it?!

Well callum...I think HOCD and actually getting off on it...are different things..but I will let other people respond who know more about it...

I'm sorry, I feel absolute bottom of the earth tonight, I read that "The boy who didn't know who he was" by Fred Penzel or something, and read that he treated a gay patient that was troubled by obssessive thoughts he was straight, and this has caused me, for some reason, the biggest spike I have ever had, I've even cried for the past 20 minutes.

I'm sorry I was only being curious, I felt absolute disgusted after

I have told my mother to make an appountment at the doctors but she still says 'it's just hormones' I don't know what I can do anymore

Awww callummm ;0;

What does she mean it's just hormones...Does she think you are really gay?


Callum...just calm down. i think you are making yourself anxious.

I wish I had some coping mechanisms for OCD, but since I do not have the disorder I do not. Perhaps search the OCD part of the forum. And also look up ways to deal with it via a search engine.Just try anything you can since you are so desperate.