Do my symptoms resemble OCD or GAD?

After doing some research on various psych disorders I have come to the conclusion that I may suffer from OCD. While I don't meet all of the criteria, here are my symptoms.

- I am overly organized due to fear of losing something or not knowing where something is.
- I often arrange items on my desk and in my room " just so " ( sometimes I do this to keep organized but other times I find myself organizing to relieve anxiety produced by clutter. )
- I occasionally have irrational thoughts. ( worrying that I said something that I know I didn't or that I accidentally told someone a deep secret and now I'm vulnerable. )
- I obsessively check and recheck things, producing a pattern and routine that I feel compelled to follow. ( Sometimes if I close something on a computer I feel compelled to reopen and recheck multiple times that I have logged off whatever I used. )
- I sometimes feel like I have to do something a certain number of times or a " correct " way - Such as turning my phone on vibrate, I will repeatedly turn it on vibrate until I hit an even number of times or it " feels right "
- I have difficulty relaxing and my mind is always racing.
- Sometimes I feel emotionless due to worrying over little details, I am always tense and never just laugh or smile.
- I have an obsession with making everything perfect- I regularly go through my notebooks and room organizing everything perfectly. I also flatten out all money I have and make sure the corners are not folded or wrinkled, then arrange it in order of value.
- I enjoy days I get to be home alone because I can freely embrace my obsessions and spend hours organizing and going over and over things that most people are not concerned about. ( I will start at the entrance to my house and make sure everything in each room is organized and no messes are left anywhere. )
- I sometimes think too much about how I appear to others and what others think of me, causing me to skip classes because I am too anxious to go.
- I think too much about the future and get myself worried and feel as if it would be such a relief to not be alive and have to deal with the pressures of life.

These are just some of my symptoms, I will elaborate if needed. I also see some resembalance to OCD with my behaviors but I associate GAD with my constant anxiety and worrying over things that simply don't matter.

Any help is appreciated,
Thank you

Hi, MBassani91! Yah, it does sound like you have intense anxiety and maybe some OCD traits. Have you ever told a doctor about this? I get a lot of anxiety (mostly social) sometimes and the OCD traits seems to be connected with this for me. How are you?

It resembles Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder a little bit more than OCD to me. Go check that one out.

But ultimately, you need to get a diagnosis from a professional. We are simply guessing at you based on our limited understanding as "lay people" in the field of psychology.