am i ocd on researching, and being driven?

hey advice please?

1) i dont have any friends
2) i have family.. but well their so so.. nice i guess..

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i've seen a pattern in my behavior the last several months...

(i've had nothing else to do though)
so i keep switching to new things to "research... and even if i've researched it months ago.. i seem to have forgot it.."

so of them i havent researched .. but it seems to give me a drive, something to do.. i feel stuck without friends... and i cant get any atm, imo, because i should be driving and i havent even yet at all. The weather is too bad to learn atm.. and i feel because im 21 that people my age will not understand why i'm not driving so that's why i havent...

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is the researching ocd, or what..
i'm on zoloft 100mg which is supposed to treat ocd...
but maybe it's not enough..
i've had no therapy yet..

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other things about me

horrible teen years..
with major anxiety disorder....

i seem to like everything atm.. i think i've put up a comfort zone to survive and be happy with out friends,,, and since i have little money.. iwthout it too...

i've afraid to spend money because i'm also afraid to have that alone feeling come back and i seem to have a big fear of not having anything to do...

i seem so smart (not bragging) that i scares me that i wont have something to do.. i made myself write down things that i could do that would definetly fill up my life...
but that doesnt seem to stop my behavior on this either...

thanks !

Narcissist!

Looking for someone else to blame.

Slight hypochondriac at times.
Bragging.
liking things at the moment, and easy boredom.

Would toss in inability to deal with boredom and frustation maybe?