need advice on a potential trafic ticket im like freakin out

first off id like to say hi to everyone , my name is sara and im new on here. anyways i have ocd and my aniexty is crazy. i love the fact that i can come online and chat with people who have the same issues that do. it seems like all i ever do is irratate people and they just asume that i freak out over everything so they never listen to me to take what i have to say serriously. anywhoo.... today i was driving down the road and it was a four lane road (two lanes for each direction) and i was on the farthest right hand side. well the lane next to me was packed with cars and my lane was clear so im just driving and all of a sudden i look over and there in the farthest lane to the left (oncoming traffic) is a freakin' bus with its stop sign out and flashing. the lane next to me was stoped but i didnt. i didnt get pulled over but im afriad someone is going to turn me in and since ive researched that kind of ticket online im freakin out because it looks like it will be over 500 bucks plus it was in a freakin' construction zone too so i bet it will be double. anyways needless to say because of the ocd i cant stop thinking about it. and im thinking if i do get a ticket how am i going to pay for it? and what if my insurance goes up how will i be able to afford it. i dunno has anyone on here ever gotten busted by this before? its just really freakin' me out. i hate ocd mainly because of the constant worring and not being able to shake these thoughts. i know that i did something wrong but i never have had problems with the law at all and i want to keep it that way. its not just the potential ticket i fear its all the crap thats going to come with it. god i hate this crap!
-sara

Once I was driving through a town in a van and I accidentally sideswiped a row of parked cars and caused a lot of damage.
I was worried about getting caught, but once I got out of that area the concern subsided. Go figure.

Another time I had some car problems, so I got a rentacar with the same make, model and year, and started changing engine parts until I found the bad part in my car.
Again, I was worried about getting caught, but the worry seemed to go away once I got the rentacar safely to the rentacar lot.

I wouldn't worry too much about accidentally not stopping for a school bus three lanes away. Men and women seem to worry about different things though.

god damn toad you seem to have pulled some risky ass stuff ! not doggin' you though. i cant belive you got away with it. i would be way to paranoid to do that stuff! thanks for the reasurance though. lol