I don’t even know if I can label this a HOCD wet dream, I ne

This is tmi so if you’re not fond of reading stuff like this I’d advise to stop reading

So I had a weird dream, I basically saw a male swimsuit catalog and I used it to test myself in the dream and I can’t even explain the feeling, the pictures weren’t making me aroused but they were making my need to orgasm rise if that makes any sense, it felt like a groinal response that went to the extreme, and so in the dream I ejaculated but here’s the weirdest part, when I ejaculated in the dream all I could think about was women,

hot women and I even tried to test myself again by thinking of the same men and I felt nothing, I’m also not sure if that swimsuit catalog was really just men, that was a weird ######6 dream and I’m teetering near anxiety and a panic attack but it’s only the woman part that’s holding me together. I know I shouldn’t be worried because all I could think about was women while orgasm but I don’t like that it was men that brought me to that point. Weird