Recovery

Little update on my mental illness recovery.

For some reason, my false attractions are more weaker than they were before. I just try my best not to give those intrusive thoughts and feelings an attention because OCD is like a little spoiled kid who wants a toy and will annoy their parents and make them buy one. The thing is, I don't feel like myself. I feel like this is a different reality. I'm not exactly sure if it's normal for a person with OCD to feel this way, even when they're getting better. If I had OCD with only intrusive thoughts, I would easily dismiss them. But since I also have intrusive feelings, it just made things more confusing. I know I keep complaining, but this post is for venting.