by johniglessias » Thu Jun 10, 2021 6:22 pm
Well I don't know how to start with this, but here we go. Well from childhood, I find when someone has a pimple in their face to be disguising, like a dark spot in their face, if I found that someone is having pimples I won't go near them, talk to them, when ever i see them, I will get thoughts of disgust. I don't know why. Also, for example, when someone says they suffered from diarrhea in the last month, I will suddenly imagine what they looked like in that situation and will feel disguised and I will stop talking to them. like when I go near them , I will get the images of how they will look then, with a feeling of disgust, I will stay away from them , and won't talk to them until I forget about those things. same for me, If i have just one pimple, I will find myself disguising, and will pick it out asap. I hate if there is some dark spot or something like some imperfection in the perfect face. I don't know, also when someone has warts in their face, I will get an intense feeling of disgust. I don't know if I also have fear of holes, trypophobia, like I remember getting goosebumps along with fear just if I see the patterns in the honeycomb. I don't know what is wrong with me and any advice would be appreciated.