A friendly advice, OCD is not something that it's only obsessively washing hands and checking stoves, it's about having intrusive thoughts that are against wishes and desires. If you'd like the thoughts, you would not worry about them. OCD is all about certainty and perfection. Good people can have violent thoughts. Gay people can have straight thoughts. Straight people can have gay thoughts. Non-pedophiles can have pedophilic thoughts. Religious people can have blasphemous thoughts. There's no need to figure out your thoughts. It doesn't have to be perfect. You just need to learn to not waste your time figuring out your thoughts. Hope this helps.
KidDJ