Hello all,
I hope you don't mind me posting this here. My Therapist questioned if I had ever been screened for OCD, I am starting to think I have it as well.
I am feeling guilty, I obsessively question my parent's motives in the past. Most of my life I have has a worry or anxiety of some sorts. Recently I have been questioning why my Mum and Dad did certain things when I was younger. The obsessive nature of the questions now leads to verbal rows with my Mum and Dad. I never really realise how often I bring things up until it's too late and things have ended in a row.
I feel trapped, guilty and a burden. Mum Said I was bordering on abusive. I try not to shout but me questioning her a lot she sees as provoking.
I often want to end things, and stupidly told my mum I wanted to die. I feel like such a POS.