What if it's denial? (Hopefully POCD)

It scares me to say this, but I can't confidently say with absolut certainty that I know I'm not attracted to little girls... Like, I can never be sure. I don't want to be, and I would be devastated if it turned out to be true. Honestly, the idea of it being denial instead of OCD just occurred to me, and it worries me deeply.

Usually something needs to happen for someone to reason they're in denial, and it's usually someone else telling them that. If you look up the signs of being in denial, judging by everything you post on here, you certainly aren't in denial. You're suffering from POCD.