google search triggered my OCD HELP-panicking a lot

So I was looking at chaturbate cam models, and found one by the name of '*mod edit*'. The page was buffering a lot, so I searched the term into a new window in google search and got, a google search link to childline, and the link was about the dangers viewing child pornography, which I wasn't doing at all. This childline link scared me cause I'm scared that Google or my ISP will think I'm a paedophile, when in reality I'm not. Now my OCD is telling me that the police will arrest me, for thinking that I'm a paedophile. Would this happen ?

Hello, and welcome to the forums!

Allright. A little reality check here.

I'm one of the moderators here. Global mod, Admin. Top of the top.

As such... I Google all sorts of crazy $#%^. I mean, everything about everything. Including every -philia out there. There's an awful lot of searching I do, on all sorts of things, as part of my work here. All sorts of stuff that if I were trying to DO it, or TAKE it, or BE it, would put me under the jail.

Nobody has showed up at my door. Considering all the stuff I search for, connected with what I do here- and I mean I search a lot of things, for years. and no one has showed up wearing Raybans and earpieces and a couple local LEOs in tow, I think you're all right. You're not doing dark deep web stuff, you just googled a term, which if it included the word I edited out (let's not advertise her or oddly enough, violate her privacy here- an odd thing to say for someone camming, but I do try to enforce our privacy rules even for the exhibitionists), has got to be common as dirt in the home made porn industry. I wouldn't worry about it, if I were you.

Which... will make you feel better for a little while until OCD tries to find a new twist to it, to make you worry again. You're going to have to make yourself not worry. Which is for me, just a matter of practice.