POCD i need answer hell in my mind one more time

i am feeling ashamed because of this but i am worried so much what if i am pedo... while i masturbate 13 year old child came on my mind and it felt like i fucing like it i have never felt like this i am 18 years old i dont wanna be pedo i like girls that at my age and i had many crushes i had never sexually attracted to a child or emotionally guys things like this. can these things hapoen in puberty in my age i dont want to hurt anyone i am so scared and stressed now and need to relax(I HAD HOCD TRANS-OCD before)

Well you were masturbating. If I'm masturbating, and the thought of a dog licking me comes to mind, well I might take that and run with it during the masturbation, but that doesn't mean I want to do that. Don't confuse transient thoughts, or even a little fantasy, with real paraphilias and sexual desires. We concentrate too much on thoughts, and not enough on what we really do when we're not overthinking things.