Anyone's HOCD turned out to be all false?

Is there anyone here that was convinced into being gay/bi and ended up being straight? I feel like there is noone like that and I have no chance either. I have no chance of being straight anyway, I'm just searching for false hope and ways to deny

I feel you dude..
I think or want to think I have HOCD, but its kinda weird right now. I cant help myself and Im nervous 24/7. I know I dont want to be gay, I know I dont want to be with a guy. Still there is a feeling like im gay and I cant escape from that.
Before this started I had crush on girls and If I saw a pretty girl I felt something I dont feel right now. If I saw my crush with other dudes I was jealous,mad and sad. I tought I love them, but what if it all was fake?
Now I somehow lost attraction to girls suddenly and If I see a dude sometimes there is a weird feeling. Its like I like them, but I know I dont want to and that makes me nervous. Dont know what is happening with me, but I know even If Im gay I never will be with a guy, because its not what I want and I never wanted it.
I dont know why Im so depressed if Im gay, why thats makes me sad? If Im gay doesnt I would love to like someone? Even the thought makes me sad that I can be gay.
I lived 22 years and I always tought Im straight. Now I dont know what I am ...