I need support

Hello my name is Landon. Let me tell you a little about myself real quick since this is my first post here. I'm a Christian, I live in the US, and I live in the country. I do not have a license even though I am 20 and I'm trying to get one so don't judge me.

There you go... you know a little about me and now I can share my thoughts and why I'm posting this right now.

I have OCD and was diagnosed with ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder) two times in my life. And they both show big time.
I'm not really sure what to do about this situation but it is very frustrating that I have OCD and it really annoyes and offends a lot of people. They also say I don't have OCD and tell me OCD people are people who are very organized and they say "that's why we know you don't have OCD" these are the people I live with and the friends I have. (That don't really want to be around me) I know I deserve not having freinds since I have OCD but I feel very lonely. I just don't know what to do about this. It really anoyes people and when I tell them that I did whatever I did becuase of my OCD they say that's bull**** and tell me I don't have OCD when they never even took the time to thourohly look up what OCD really is. What should I do? How do I explain this to these narcicistic people. At least not all people in my life are like this but it's the ones who I have to be around the most. And I mean like a lot. Also, what should I do when my OCD offends or annoyes people. I just don't know what to do? Does anyone else feel the same way or have any advice? Thanks so much everyone for listening to me. If you read my post I really do appreciate it.

You need to have some self-compassion towards yourself.

The first step in attaining that self compassion is by letting go of toxic people. You’re “friends” are very narrow minded if they refuse to acknowledge you have an issue. Please leave these group of people as you know you deserve better.