Someone please help me

Might tell your parents you feel you'll have a lot of anxiety and maybe peer pressure if you go to an all girl's school. Might say something like how girls can get very competitive, and how you'd rather have a more diverse environment to learn how to socialize better.

*shrug Worth a shot I think.

I have but my current school is awful and I’m learning absolutely nothing. This is what I need for my education. I just don’t know what to do with hocd or not, I can’t stop these thoughts.

Also, whenever I think a girl likes me or is getting closer to me I get all weirded out but when I think a guy likes me I fall for him

Teenage hormones suck yes...any chance of homeschooling?

There is no chance that I could be homeschooled. Why is the all girls school bad? I know it will trigger me though

This page is honestly given me so much anxiety. Whether I am bi or hetero I just need to get these thought that are always on mind my out. I have gotten to the point where I haven’t actually been having fun. Like I went to the movies to see the greatest showman and all I did was test myself and my thoughts. I laughed but the thoughts also came back and I just stopped and didn’t know what to do.

I’m trying not to deny any truth there is, I’m ust scared that this thought will get so bad

Sorry but I am scared now, do you think that going to an all girls school will be good for my anxiety? I have a lot of guy friends that I see on the weekend for theatre

I think the weekend theater thing is important. Keep that as a support system. When at school try to get immersed in studies and theater. If there is a theater in the school you can hang out there and say you have some guy friends in the theater. That way if you feel comfortable with it you can make it your "focus" where you're into theater and your studies. If you feel anxiety you can say you feel you can't easily study with others. Say you're an introvert if you gotta. I think it can be good immersion therapy for you, but you're gonna have to get creative with how to dodge moments of being overwhelmed.

There are only a couple of guys my age in the theatre, however. But I have done a lot of shows so I know heaps of them. And I have lots of friends who go to this girls school and one of my best friends in the year below me is moving there too. They said that they also have plenty of councillors if I need it. You have just gotten me nervous now ahaha

Do you think I’m bi? I mean I admire a lot of famous actresses but anything to do with dating them and that kinda makes me cringe. I feel like a part of that is my family but they aren’t fully against it all. I’m just scared and confused and can’t get these thoughts out of my head

Talking to a counselor seems like a good idea. I only know what I've told you. Not trying to cut you off, but I don't want to make it any worse, and I don't know enough about hocd.

You said you aren’t trying to cut it off, so you think I’m bi? I’m confused scared and I can’t get these thoughts out of my head. I feel like no matter who you are or what sexual oriention you label yourself to be, not everyone can be 100% straight. But maybe I am a little bi. But I’m so scared and anxious now because of the whole school thing

Not trying to cut you off simply means I not trying to interrupt or dismiss you in any way. What I said before of how I feel about your sexual orientation being still holds true, but that's for you to determine. I only have my own experience to go on, and I've never been hocd. I simply don't know how to further help. Like I said. To the best of my knowledge, I've already answered as much as I can guess as to whether you are bi or not.