by Snaga » Tue Dec 12, 2017 7:10 pm
As a child, I remember having some very odd fantasies involving being fat, or unusually shaped.
We can't discuss sexual fetishes themselves, as a main topic... if this even really is a fetish... but for the purposes of obsessional thinking, do you find yourself thinking about this, like, all the time?
Do you find yourself obsessing over other things, or having other indications of OCD, such as unwanted intrusive thoughts, fears and anxiety, etc. I'm not sure I'd even call this OCD, unless you have a history of worrying about things. The only thing that seems to worry you here, is that you seem to have trouble with it being on your mind all the time.
I may have come close to this, having OCD and being bisexual, I've obsessed over my sexuality, feared I was gay. But not in the way people who normally come in here fearing being gay, do, because I knew there was something there- just that I'd blow it out of proportion, because of my OCD nature- and OCD seems to favor b/w thinking: you're gay. You're straight. In between not being a valid option (to the brain).